baby fever

Posted by His Wife and Their Mommy at 1:50 PM

I want another baby...
but I don't want to get fat again. I am just now losing the weight and look good for a change.
I keep having dreams of babies..
I find myself watching the baby show on discovery health.
I wanted Brayden this morning but his grandma had him.
grr.
my friends keep having pregnancy scares..im actually slowly getting rid of baby "stuff".. and its making me sad..there is nothing in this place smaller then a 2T ( except for a stash of Braydens clothes)..
After Charlie outgrew stuff I got rid of everything so glad that she was outgrowing the baby stuff..
now I miss it.
I miss breastfeeding.. like really bad..its a wonderful bond that you can never imitate. I miss burping and changing and giving baths.. CharlieRose is such a big girl. She doesn't need me.. But it makes my day when Gavi wakes up and I pick her up out of the crib and she gives me the biggest hug ever.. She is still babyISH.. but she can walk and feed herself..
I hate the stretch marks. I hated the pain.. I hated the 9 long months you have to wait for the dang thing to come out..I miss having a baby...
I want another baby..


but. I am also glad that I can't have anymore.
maybe someone will let me adopt theirs...
anyone???? lol

 

1 comments:

  1. TO BECOME said... May 27, 2009 at 11:08 PM

    I don't think that a "mother" ever loses the desire for a baby to hold and take care of and smell.lol

    But don't get confused dear daughter, Those girls need you more than ever. Their needs may change but you are very needed in so many very important way. I finally learned that. So you look around, they are watching and learning from Mama. Be the very best you can be then you will never have any reason for regrets. So now you have that from the "horse's mouth" as they say.lol
    love you, mom  

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